My Soul

I'm sitting in my bed, my MacBook in front of me and I'm thinking about my life...
It's a thing, I should defenitely NOT think about... I'm always depressed, when I realize, that my life is not the kind of life I dream about.
Nothing is happening... well, a lt of stuff is happening, but nothing GOOD is happening!
My dad almost died yesterday in a car accident...
I made out with the guy, a friend of mine is really in love with...
I put on weight... not a little bit, but 6kg in just 5 months!
I discuss a lot with my mum lately... I'm crying almost every time!

This life sucks... I wanna have another one...

My new life will begin tomorrow... oh damn it, I said this sentence like a thousand times and I never changed my life for over a week or so.