https://mysoul.blogger.de/ Just a little inside look.... Blogger.de merete 2009-04-01T16:14:04Z en hourly 1 2000-01-01T00:00:00Z https://mysoul.blogger.de/stories/1372773/ okay.... well..... i think, nothing is okay! we barely talked since then, even though he gave me his hard disk, because my brother tries to repair it.... oh, shit..... i wish, we would never have done it! i mean, the act was okay and everything but i think, he thinks "well, i fucked with her.... why should i talk to her ever again?" and i thought, we were friends or something, cause we had really great talks.... we'll see how it goes, when i see him again.... and when i'm drunk, i'm going to tell... Blogger.de merete Copyright © 2009 merete 2009-04-01T16:14:04Z https://mysoul.blogger.de/stories/1366147/ we talked a little bit about IT yesterday... he asked me, if i was okay and he said, that he hopes, that nothing will change the things between us.... i told him, that i will be embarrassed and he said, that it's okay.... so everything is okay :) i hope, i'll remember it the next time, i see him... i have to be cool, cause otherwise, the others will notice something.... WORST SITUATION EVER! Blogger.de merete Copyright © 2009 merete 2009-03-23T19:02:52Z https://mysoul.blogger.de/stories/1364583/ I look like a virgin... but I'm not anymore! I really did it... I slept with him yesterday... Well, from the top: A few days ago, a friend of me cancelled on me, 'caus she has to study for her ABI... so i had nothing to do friday night. I wrote in icq as my message: Who has time on friday night? He answered and said "me"... Well, my other friend was at a birthday party in a disco far away, so I went to him.... We watched a DVD, drunk a lot (well, he did, I drunk "just" 3 glasses, 'cause my stomached... Blogger.de merete Copyright © 2009 merete 2009-03-21T13:05:53Z https://mysoul.blogger.de/stories/1360672/ well, they're not togehter (yet). i don't know, whether they'll be together... he asked me yesterday, if i want to visit him soon... i said yes and he told me, he wants to get me with his car on saturday.... we were in a cocktail bar again and he came a little bit later than us... there was a friend between us but he talked to me (i was soooo embarassed, 'cause it was the first time i saw him after my tell-the-truth-night.....). they went to the bathroom and when they came back, he sat next to... Blogger.de merete Copyright © 2009 merete 2009-03-15T23:56:26Z https://mysoul.blogger.de/stories/1358062/ okay, now i'm the last virgin between my friends.... well, okay, one is a virgin, too.... i don't think, that it's a contest or something like that, but.... it kinda makes me sad... because i'm (almost) the last one.... as usually. and i don't think, that there's ever going to be a.... 6th?? time with him.... i kinda think, that my friend and he are kinda together now. IT SUCKS well, someday, somday I'LL find the ONE.... the perfect one.... haha, who am i kinnding? I'll NEver find him.... never... Blogger.de merete Copyright © 2009 merete 2009-03-12T15:46:45Z https://mysoul.blogger.de/stories/1349781/ oh no, i was drunk yesterday and told him EVERYTHING! he was at home and i wrote him in a chat.... i told him, that i like his smell, that i'm embarrassed every time i see him and that he kisses A LOT better than teh other guy.... and he asked me, how i feel 'bout our situation, whether i like doing stuff and whether i'm a virgin or not.... WAH! well, i told him everything..... oh noo..... i'll never drink alcohol again xD he asked me, whether we could meet again.... alone! i said yes.... i think... Blogger.de merete Copyright © 2009 merete 2009-03-01T15:10:54Z https://mysoul.blogger.de/stories/1348943/ saw him the day before yesterday.... can't stop thinking 'bout his smell.... Forgetting U Can Kommen !! Blogger.de merete Copyright © 2009 merete 2009-02-28T02:19:42Z Search this site: q https://mysoul.blogger.de/search