Montag, 16. März 2009
a little bit fear, a little bit hope...
merete, 00:56h
well, they're not togehter (yet). i don't know, whether they'll be together...
he asked me yesterday, if i want to visit him soon... i said yes and he told me, he wants to get me with his car on saturday....
we were in a cocktail bar again and he came a little bit later than us... there was a friend between us but he talked to me (i was soooo embarassed, 'cause it was the first time i saw him after my tell-the-truth-night.....).
they went to the bathroom and when they came back, he sat next to me... he started to talk to me all the time, had an arm around me etc.
and suddendly, he asked me, whether i could do it, even though i knew of the feelings of her...
i couldn't answer and then he asked me the question from above...
his hand was on my waist and hip and it was sooo hot.... and he smelled so f***ing good!
wel, she looked at us and almost killed us with her eyes, so i put his arm away...
well, she looked mad, even when we were just talking before!
does she know something?? i hope not and i don't think so....
she is so strange lately.... but not just to me, to everybody! it just sucks.... maybe she'll be different, when he's away....
i'll be different then, too.
maybe, i'll be different on saturday night....
oh my god, i really want to experience this... but i'm kinda scared, too....
well, we'll see... i know my life and my luck - nothing will be different!
he asked me yesterday, if i want to visit him soon... i said yes and he told me, he wants to get me with his car on saturday....
we were in a cocktail bar again and he came a little bit later than us... there was a friend between us but he talked to me (i was soooo embarassed, 'cause it was the first time i saw him after my tell-the-truth-night.....).
they went to the bathroom and when they came back, he sat next to me... he started to talk to me all the time, had an arm around me etc.
and suddendly, he asked me, whether i could do it, even though i knew of the feelings of her...
i couldn't answer and then he asked me the question from above...
his hand was on my waist and hip and it was sooo hot.... and he smelled so f***ing good!
wel, she looked at us and almost killed us with her eyes, so i put his arm away...
well, she looked mad, even when we were just talking before!
does she know something?? i hope not and i don't think so....
she is so strange lately.... but not just to me, to everybody! it just sucks.... maybe she'll be different, when he's away....
i'll be different then, too.
maybe, i'll be different on saturday night....
oh my god, i really want to experience this... but i'm kinda scared, too....
well, we'll see... i know my life and my luck - nothing will be different!
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