Samstag, 21. März 2009
like a virgin
merete, 14:05h
I look like a virgin... but I'm not anymore!
I really did it... I slept with him yesterday...
Well, from the top:
A few days ago, a friend of me cancelled on me, 'caus she has to study for her ABI... so i had nothing to do friday night. I wrote in icq as my message: Who has time on friday night?
He answered and said "me"... Well, my other friend was at a birthday party in a disco far away, so I went to him.... We watched a DVD, drunk a lot (well, he did, I drunk "just" 3 glasses, 'cause my stomached made funny noises) and slooooooowly he began to touch me. First he had an arm around me, then he touched my leg etc.
His dad was home, so we couldn't make out, while he was in the kitchen (HE sleeps in the living room... they've got a studio)... When the dad slept, we looked at the drawings, the wife of the dad made. They're really great!
Then he switched off all lights and I knew, what would happen... We went to bed. And, when I think about it, something funny happend:
He touched me, began to take off my clothes... and we were talking about the drawings :D
Well, then we kissed. A LOT!
I won't tell the details, 'cause the memories are too fresh....
Let's just say:
Once at night (it hurted a little bit) and then this morning again... and we weren't drunk the second time :-O
I think, it's okay... I don't feel different... Well, a little bit, maybe. It kinda hurts still, but not much. Just a little bit...
I'm the worst friend, anybody can have!
But it was just that one time! Okay, those two ;)
I don't think, that it'll happen again....
That's the best thing, that could happen:
Never ever again with him. We're just friends.
I think, I'm not able to look into his eyes the next time, I see him....
I really did it... I slept with him yesterday...
Well, from the top:
A few days ago, a friend of me cancelled on me, 'caus she has to study for her ABI... so i had nothing to do friday night. I wrote in icq as my message: Who has time on friday night?
He answered and said "me"... Well, my other friend was at a birthday party in a disco far away, so I went to him.... We watched a DVD, drunk a lot (well, he did, I drunk "just" 3 glasses, 'cause my stomached made funny noises) and slooooooowly he began to touch me. First he had an arm around me, then he touched my leg etc.
His dad was home, so we couldn't make out, while he was in the kitchen (HE sleeps in the living room... they've got a studio)... When the dad slept, we looked at the drawings, the wife of the dad made. They're really great!
Then he switched off all lights and I knew, what would happen... We went to bed. And, when I think about it, something funny happend:
He touched me, began to take off my clothes... and we were talking about the drawings :D
Well, then we kissed. A LOT!
I won't tell the details, 'cause the memories are too fresh....
Let's just say:
Once at night (it hurted a little bit) and then this morning again... and we weren't drunk the second time :-O
I think, it's okay... I don't feel different... Well, a little bit, maybe. It kinda hurts still, but not much. Just a little bit...
I'm the worst friend, anybody can have!
But it was just that one time! Okay, those two ;)
I don't think, that it'll happen again....
That's the best thing, that could happen:
Never ever again with him. We're just friends.
I think, I'm not able to look into his eyes the next time, I see him....
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